Saturday, December 31, 2011

Double Indemnity Cum Shot


So I went to a therapist with Writer Lady. She wanted to do this, to ease her worries and state of anxiety over the fact that I will probably wind up drinking and then playing with a transsexual again. Pat Allen was the therapist (famous she is----Google her). It was a great session, and one thing was clear after the hour: I am in Love. And so is Writer Lady! Nice news to wrap up 2011 with.

A brief paraphrasing from the session.
WL: Early in our relationship, Kevin let me know he was a bisexual alcoholic, and that when he gets drunk, he likes to pick up transsexuals. PA: So he likes to suck a cock once in a while?? And the problem??? WL: (a little dumfounded) Well, I am sure he is going to do it again! PA: And the problem???

This was how most of the session went. She assailed Writer Lady's unrealistic worries and intimated that I am a good guy, bi-sexual sure, but honest, and not out to hurt anybody. "From what Kevin has told me", said Pat, "he knows that last situation caused you pain and he does not want to do that again."

Very true Herr therapist!!

Fun stuff is therapy!!! I am so excited to become a counselor myself. I think I am going to have a professional relationship with this therapist. You really need to Google her!!! Amazing school of therapy she comes from. This life of mine, and the connections I make, the synchronicity of it all, the purpose behind the process is so fucking amazing, and it becomes more and more apparent to me everyday that I am on a true path of awakening into who I really am: A Being of Pure Love, with the life ambition to give back, and to give of myself to others, to give---LOVE.

It's New Year's eve. I am grateful for it all.

Now to the gym, a trail run, and then a fuckfest at Writer Lady's with a film noir marathon thrown in. I told Writer Lady that I want to do her doggie style while watching "Double Indemnity" and I want to pull out and shoot my load on Barbara Stanwyck's face on the TV screen as she double crosses Fred Macmurry!!!

Happy New Year!

Peace

Kevin

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