Little Yellow Pill--- I Love You

Oh Lordy! Hot and tawdry! This is my life. One hot and tawdry adventurous challenge after another. Popped a Xanax from C-Bones stash a few minutes ago. He took an Ativan an hour ago to relax himself. He was getting that "holy shit the world is trying to kill me" look. This look has graced the C-Man's good looking' mug almost daily for the last month. It may be more than a month. Time and dates seem to be eluding my conscious understanding. I now know that this Christmas Eve and Christmas day will have me chilling in Los Feliz in an apartment I used to share with my ex, frequently referred to in his blog as, Pilates girl. She and her two cats still live in this quaint one bedroom.

I am on a quest to find a new job. I intuitively know there is something interesting for me out there. Something in or related to the counseling field. Or maybe not. While I am in the Master's program I can do anything when it comes to work. I can work in film, radio, or even tend bar. What the fuck! Why the hell not? As long as it pays the bills and I can concentrate on rocking the Master's program.

Four years embedded in the world of autism. Change is due. I have had little to no social time in the past month. Every moment not around the family of C-Bone I am thinking about it: will I get a call to come in and help the therapist that is struggling with his self-abusive tantrums? Will I have to sleep over? Will I have time to work on school assignments? It's too fuckin' much. This change is going to be great. It IS time. Sure the family may feel that I'm running when things get rough, but it's got to happen. This change will be good for Chris. He will surely benefit from a new therapist. This therapist will bring a new perspective.

So---as I type on Chris' iPad 2 (coincidentally, the Lynch's bought me an iPad 2, but it's still in the box since I have had no time to go to the Apple Store to get it set up, fully "apped" and ready to enjoy). I'll be blogging on iPad.

Till then.

Stay anxiety free my friends. And as a future therapist---- I highly recommend the little yellow pill. I think I'll prescribe that to all my clients. We'll do Xanax therapy. And friends--- I'll give a discount on therapy.

See ya on the couch!

Peace

Dr. Anxiety LMFT